Today's journey has me feeling a lot of anxiety. I have had for a few months an overwhelming feeling of dread. I have not known what this feeling was for, could not place it. Tonight it came to light. Tony has had some issues at work and tonight they released him from his manager's position. This includes a pay cut that has caused a serious knot in my stomach. He seems fine with this. Glad to not be manager as he realizes this was not a good position for him. He does not seem affected by the fact that this will have a severe impact on our finical situation. I'm in the process of finding work to help, been trying to do for months...now I feel in a panic to do so. JOY is that my husband feels happier about work.